Last week, I chanced upon a photo of myself from 5 years back, after I reinstalled an application that I deleted years ago. Something in the photo caught my attention. Physically, that person was obviously me. She had a similar face, spectacles, hairstyle, and wore an evergreen purple long-sleeved collared shirt and office skirt. She […]
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For most of my life, I’ve always been a very law-abiding, conforming and obedient person. In everywhere I go, and in everything I do, I always make it a point to obediently and stringently follow the rules. Be it the laws & regulations, the workplace policies, and even the unspoken rules of engagement with people
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Today, I would like to reflect on a topic that is close to my heart. For many years, I was known to others to be a rather introverted, quiet, soft-spoken and passive person. I rarely or almost never share with others how I truly think or feel. Deep down, I often feel that nobody really
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As some of you may know, I didn’t have any fond memories of my grandfather at all. From the day that I met him, to the day that he passed away, I could barely recall any fond memories between us. To me, he always felt so distant, high above on some faraway clouds or on
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Dearest Child, Forgive me for forgetting all about you all these years. 🙏🏻 In recent years, I have focused extensively on healing my past wounds & trauma, mostly centering on my inner child experiences during primary school, between the ages of 7 to 12. It took me a lot of courage to recall the vulnerable
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On this journey of spiritual awakening, one of my most difficult lessons is to learn how to embrace my Light fully. By that, I meant for me to fully internalise & accept, at all levels of my being, that I am Light. Not just a pillar of Light that I might have visualised during meditation.
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In recent years, there have been massive changes everywhere, as countries struggled to combat with the worsening Covid-19 situation. In the mainstream media, it was claimed that Covid-19 was a “novel” coronavirus, in which an experimental vaccine appears to be the only cure & long-term solution to eradicate the virus and save the masses. This
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Recently, I discovered my fear of rejection lurking within me. For the longest time, I wasn’t consciously aware that this fear existed within me. It was one of those shadow parts of me that I never openly acknowledged or accepted. Instead, this fear was often buried deep within me, treated as if it never existed.
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I have came a long way to learn how to receive from others. For many years, I didn’t know how to receive from others. I didn’t know that this was an issue to begin with. I always thought it was perfectly normal to give much more than I receive. I thought this was how I
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I don’t know about you, but I tend to form judgements about others very quickly. Through my years of growing up, knowingly or unknowingly, I accumulated a huge database in my mind of the “acceptable” & “unacceptable” traits of humans, and how I should react to them in any given situation. Thinking back, it was
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