This year has been amazing for me. I am excitedly working through some impending shifts in my life, which have stayed stagnant for many years. One shift relates to my work context, where I will be courageously embarking on a career switch this year. It is finally time to awaken deeper, and to anchor in the energetic shifts in my physical reality.
To be honest, I have no idea what awaits me. As someone who relishes in rational thinking and long-term planning, it takes much getting used to the current energies of taking things step by step, without having a complete picture of what lies ahead. Moreover, I am being guided to shift to a career which thrives on changes and unpredictability. I hope to share more details with everyone in future.
In the interim, I am quietly wrapping things up with the current organisation, for things that are within my control. Be it guiding my colleague to helm the legal matters independently and sharing some techniques to survive well in this organisation, to tying up all loose ends in terms of my unpublished draft legal newsletters and all outstanding work. In the meantime, I am also arranging for conversations with the right people that I am drawn to, in order to switch to the next career when the time is ripe. As of now, it feels as if I am walking in the dark, with a little torchlight guiding me on the next few steps ahead, and joined by my team of Akashic Masters.
Despite the uncertainties that lie ahead, I feel a sense of quiet assurance within me. That I am on the right path, and I am (and will be) guided every step of the way. There is nothing to panic, fear or worry about. Indeed, all is well.
I feel very blessed to be given this opportunity to serve mankind in this capacity for this incarnation. If you asked me, many years back, whether I would one day take on the role of an Akashic Records Reader, I would have thought that you were crazy. Back then, the term “Akashic Records” didn’t even appear anywhere in my reality. I was completely unaware of its existence, as well as the immense benefits that one can derive simply from accessing their Akashic Records and connecting to their Akashic Masters. It was too far-fetched a concept for my logical mind to even process it. Yet, one thing led to the other, and I was eventually guided to the Akashic Records. I have not looked back since then. With each client I meet, it reminds me of the sacred & meaningful work that I am doing, which is precious & priceless to me. It motivates me to keep going, and to strive to be as clear a channel I can be, every day.
Today, I would like to reflect on what I have learned from the current workplace, which I have stayed for almost 6 1/2 years.
How time flew by indeed. It just seemed not too long ago when I first joined the organisation, one year before the restructuring.
(1) Deriving more meaning and satisfaction in my work
Back then, I was in a very fragmented state within, feeling lost and confused from the years of toiling hard in the private law firms. I was completely exhausted – physically, emotionally and mentally. I needed a dwelling house to rest and nourish my body, mind & soul.
In the private sector, I was working very hard day and night, with no end in sight. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t find much meaning and satisfaction to the work that I was doing. Although I was assisting in multi-million dollar property transactions, I often felt a deep sense of emptiness within. Like why am I struggling so hard to complete all these transactions? What am I trying to achieve? Sometimes, I even wondered if I made the right choice in pursuing a law degree. Would I have been happier elsewhere?
I was very busy, yet very unhappy and unfulfilled. I often longed for a career which could provide me with greater meaning in life.
When I first joined the organisation, I felt as if I was finally in the right place. I could identify with the meaning of my work, in terms of the (indirect) positive impact that it creates for the individuals and companies. Although I had to take a considerable pay cut, it didn’t matter much to me, as I felt that the work was meaningful, and I was rewarded with more autonomy and better working hours.
Over the years, I was able to contribute in my own ways to the organisation’s work. Through this process, I was given the autonomy to improve various work processes, such as creating legal precedents, publishing SOPs and legal newsletters, and simplifying our legal advice provided to our stakeholders. All these would not have been easily attainable in a traditional, hierarchical working culture.
These days, while I identify less with the meaning of the organisation’s work, it was (and still is) an “upgrade” compared to my previous workplace. I am grateful to be given this opportunity to work here, to experience a more balanced state of living and working, and to (hopefully) leave the organisation in a better state (in terms of the legal work and processes).
(2) Building my confidence and ability to speak up for myself
In the private law firms, I accumulated extensive experience working on complex, large-scale property transactions. Even so, I was never confident of my abilities, and often felt the need to improve, in order to provide accurate legal advice to my clients.
Back then, I also took on my ex-boss’ judgements placed upon me, which made me believe that I was careless, lacking in experience, and unable to survive independently without him. That my existing skillsets were not transferable and employable elsewhere.
Yet, driven to the brink of desperation, I decided to call it quits. I still remember, on my last day of work, I left behind on the window sill of my work desk, the unused mug and name card holder that my ex-boss had re-gifted me over the years. And I told myself that once I step out of the office door, no matter how tough life may be, I will never return to this place and this boss ever again. And so, I left.
Although I left my ex-boss and the previous workplace, it continued to cast a shadow over me, especially in the work context. I often doubted myself and I wasn’t confident of the accuracy and quality of my legal advice. I often felt the need to work harder to improve.
Fortunately, in my first year with the organisation, I was reporting to a senior legal counsel, who would do a “quality control” of our draft legal advice or document. Similar to my ex-boss, he would call us over and point out every typographical error and mistake in the advice or document, no matter how frivolous it may be, such as a missing comma or full-stop. It slowly made me realise that my quality of work is quite decent, considering that his issue is mostly with all these cosmetic changes, rather than the substantive contents. In addition, I managed to absorb like a sponge, his style of narrowing down and answering each legal query, whether rightly or wrongly.
After one year, the organisation underwent a corporate restructuring. My friend and I parted ways with the senior legal counsel, who left to lead the legal team of the other organisation. From then on, we started working independently as legal counsel of the organisation. We were blessed to be given full trust and autonomy on how to handle all these legal queries.
Through repeatedly honing on my skills, I gradually became more confident of my abilities. However, I wasn’t comfortable to speak impromptu or publicly, and I would shy away from such situations as far as possible. During those days, I could still rely on my extroverted friend to deal with all situations which required public speaking, as she could think and respond quickly.
After my friend left for greener pastures, for several months, I had to step up as the sole legal counsel of the organisation. While we actively recruited for the other legal counsel, the whole process took time, and we couldn’t expedite it as we wanted. After the legal counsel joined, she was reporting directly to me, hence she looked up to me for guidance as her senior.
During this period, I developed and honed my ability to speak up impromptu or publicly, as and when the need arises. It was a blessing in disguise that I had nobody to rely on, for all meetings which required me to speak up, explain or defend my legal advice. I couldn’t rely on my own boss, who is not legally trained; I could only rely on myself. Initially, it was very uncomfortable, especially in senior management meetings where I would be interrogated, criticised and even dismissed for my legal advice. On several occasions, I felt as if I was being personally attacked for holding an unpopular view that was not endorsed by the management. Moreover, as the Covid situation worsened and everyone had to work from home, virtual meetings became the norm, whether I liked it or not.
Through these experiences, I gradually became more confident in speaking up impromptu or publicly. No doubt, it is a lifelong skill, which is important for introverts like me to thrive in the workplace. I am thankful how far I have come over the years, and I am grateful for every opportunity that puts me in the zone of discomfort, so that I can learn, grow and overcome my self-perceived limitations.
(3) Re-adjusting my priorities in life
When I first joined the organisation, all that I was looking for was a stable income, regular working hours, and meaningful work. Back then, my physical health was my priority, which I strengthened it through rigorous fitness classes in the gym several times a week. I was blessed to work in a job that could accommodate my hardcore fitness lifestyle after working hours and during weekends.
Through a spate of events, one after another, I shifted my focus into energetic healing of my physical, emotional and mental bodies. In my zest to heal and know myself deeply, I started taking up various non-mainstream modalities like Usui Reiki, Singing Bowls, Silva Mind Method, Tarot Reading and the Akashic Records. Eventually, I found my calling in the Akashic Records.
It has been the most humbling experience, which started with me accessing my own Akashic Records. I could still remember, initially I kept doubting whether the messages really came from my Akashic Masters or purely from my ego? As I desperately wanted to seek answers to questions that bothered me, I simply kept practicing in my Akashic Records. I could also remember, for the first few months, I would hide in the staircase landing during lunch breaks, in order to find a quiet spot to meditate and talk to my Akashic Masters. Through repeated practicing, gradually, I improved in my ability to receive messages from my Akashic Masters. Channeling is like a muscle that needs to be trained regularly, and the connection with the Akashic Masters is a special bond not to be taken lightly. I am blessed to be given this opportunity to journey with the Akashic Masters and to dive deeply into the Akashic Records in this lifetime.
- May I always stay humble and eager to learn like a student, and not to allow complacency, arrogance and procrastination to be my veil.
- May I always observe and be very mindful of my thoughts, speech and action, and not to allow them to run on autopilot.
- May I always be slow to react and respond, and be quick to listen and reflect.
- May I always choose to forgive and apologise, and not to cling on to my ego’s desire to be seen as right.
- May I always judge from a place of love and service to others, and not out of anger, resentment, jealousy and all other dense emotions.
To me, the Akashic Records is not just another modality. It is a special connection to the divine beings who loved and continue to love us deeply and unconditionally. As many of us slowly awaken to the divine consciousness within us, it is my duty and responsibility to work deeply on myself daily, in order to be an instrument of service to anybody who needs my assistance.
In recent years, my priorities have shifted to the Akashic Records. Indirectly, my current workplace provided a fertile environment on so many levels: be it giving me the time, energy and space for my own pursuits and self-discovery, to creating triggers, uncomfortable situations and upheavals in my life to learn, grow and evolve as a person. On hindsight, I would never want my life to turn out any other way.
In my next career, I hope to create more autonomy and flexibility in my life, in order to deepen my work in the Akashic Records.
Masters, would you have anything to share with us?
Dear child, thank you for sharing your story and reflections with us. It is an insightful experience. We are glad that you are doing the work in the Akashic Records, and are committed to working deeply on yourself. May better days be lined up for you.
To all our dearest children, there is much conflict and uncertainty going on in this world right now. Where people are clinging on to the notions of duality such as right versus wrong, democrats versus republicans, vaccines versus non-vaccines, racial or gender inequality, stereotypes and the like. It feels like a complete mess of opposing and conflicting thoughts, beliefs, ideals and expectations. Learn to sit in the quiet stillness of your heart space each day, instead of being incessantly drowned out by the loud noises everywhere. Learn to be quiet and comfortably sitting still in meditation or quiet reflections each day. It will nourish, recharge and reenergise your body, mind and spirit over time. The benefits will accumulate over time to serve you well, and bring you the clarity and wisdom you desire.
With Love & Blessings,
Asha & Akashic Masters
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