For the past few weeks, I have been taking things very slowly.
This is a huge contrast to my usual desire to accomplish as many tasks as possible, within a short span of time. Last month’s energies called me to slow down, rest & nourish my soul. I felt drawn to sit in silence multiple times a day – simply tuning inwards to listen, observe & rest.
This period of rest gave my soul a precious opportunity to take a step back, and look at how far we have walked together.
Today, I would like to reflect on how I have changed over the past 5 years. These are mostly subtle changes that often go unnoticed or unappreciated by me. It is timely for me at this moment to pause, reflect & recognise all these baby steps & efforts that I have made.
(1) Past: Attracted to new & authentic branded products. Present: Drawn to comfort, quality & value-for-money.

In the past, I was obsessed with acquiring new & authentic branded products. When I started working & could afford to splurge on myself, I started acquiring more branded products, such as leather bag, wallet, watches, shoes, gym attire, polo shirts, and the like. It mattered to me how others viewed me externally. This is because how I viewed myself internally was dependent on how others viewed me externally.
Back then, I felt this strong need to “blend in”, everywhere I go. When I joined the gym, I felt the need to re-package myself aesthetically with branded gym attire from top down, inside out, so as to fit in with the rest. When I was at the workplace, I felt the need to look decently good & professional, decked out in proper office attire. On casual Friday, I would mostly choose a branded polo shirt.
In my effort to be accepted by others, I would often go all the way out to please others, at my own expense. I didn’t even realise this was an issue. In fact, I thought it was normal to give much more than I receive. As a result, it created an energetic imbalance over time, when others started demanding for a larger part of me than I could afford. From my gym friends to my work colleagues to the seniors in my voluntary work. I took on so many issues & problems of others, as if these were mine, which drained & depleted my energy over time.
It was then I learnt the importance of taking care of myself, and the need to set healthy boundaries between myself & others.
It took me several years of trial-and-error & continuous fine-tuning, to find the “perfect sweet spot” of how to love & care for myself first. To reach this “perfect sweet spot”, I have to prioritise myself by learning to say “no” to others, quietly disengaging from connections that drain & deplete my energy, and not taking on the issues & problems of others on their behalf. Through the process of cleaning up my life, I cut down on my commitments, and retreated inwards to truly understand myself from within.
From time to time, I would highly encourage everyone to clean up our life, from the physical space to the mobile phone to the social media to the connections with others. This is especially helpful when things feel dense & suffocating externally.
Nowadays, I feel much lighter, brighter and empowered.
One subtle change I noticed is that I stopped chasing for new & authentic branded products. I didn’t know when this happened. Those branded products that I used to fancy in the past, somehow looked rather unappealing to me these days. I am no longer drawn to the brand solely based on how others viewed me externally. Instead, I am drawn to my own needs in the things I purchase, such as comfort, quality & value-for-money.
(2) Past: Information received via mainstream newspapers, social media & people’s opinions. Present: Information received via Akashic Masters, intuition & trusted teachers.

In the past, I received my information mostly from mainstream newspapers, social media & people’s opinions. I devoured everything, whether filtered or unfiltered, which in turn shaped my beliefs & perspectives in life. These sources provided me with an endless stream of information, to the point of information overload. Depending on the originator’s intent, these information influenced my understanding of “facts”, “right” vs “wrong”, “acceptable” vs “unacceptable”. Most of the time, it left me puzzled & confused as to what the highest truth may be.
I think the truth slowly came to me, when I stopped searching for it externally.
Through the daily efforts meditating in my Akashic Records, I realised that indeed, deep within each of us resides the divine qualities of highest truth, wisdom, love & light. For some of us, these divine qualities may be buried so deep within that it is barely noticeable, due to the lifetimes of neglect, separation, anger, sadness, disappointment, fear, and all other dense energies. Therefore, we need to courageously & patiently shed away these layers of dense energies, in order for the divine light within to shine once more.
As I heal & release the topmost layer of dense energies, it opens up the next layer for me to work on. Sometimes, this journey may seem like a never-ending process. This is normal because many of us took many lifetimes to accumulate these dense energies.
When the process feels unbearable, my Akashic Masters often remind me to be grateful of the opportunity to heal & release. That we are blessed to meet the right people, have access to the right conditions & resources, at the right timing, for the healing & releasing to take place. Trust the process by focusing on the journey, and detaching from the expectations of self & others on what the outcome may be.
These days, I learnt to verify with my Akashic Masters on any important information received. This allows me to learn from my Akashic Masters, through the new or deeper perspectives shown to me. It also guides me to make the right decisions for myself. Be it the purpose & past life connections of challenging people or situations in my life, suitable courses or teachers to trust & learn from, and any issues bothering me.
At all times, our Akashic Masters only reveal the information to us, as aligned to our highest good. This means that, sometimes, our Akashic Masters may withhold certain information from us, if it is part of our soul’s learning to commit the mistake & learn from it.
Every day, I am also learning to trust & strengthen my intuition, to be a clearer channel working with the Akashic Masters. In this regard, I am grateful for the opportunity to serve each client I meet, to allow me to learn & heal with them.
(3) Past: Stressed & worried about the future. Present: Focus on what I can do each moment.

In the past, I was often anxious, stressed & worried at work. I felt the need to constantly keep up to the expectations of myself & others of a short turnaround time. When a few matters require my attention, I would put in all my effort to clear everything as quickly as possible, whilst maintaining a high degree of quality & accuracy. On occasional downtimes, I would worry about when the next batch of matters will arrive.
As a result, I needed regular gym/yoga workouts to release the pent-up stress & I needed my weekly massages to release the tight knots everywhere. I also needed overseas holidays at least once or twice a year, to physically detach myself from all these stress. However, these solutions often seemed like a temporary respite, rather than a permanent fix.
When Covid-19 first struck, initially it felt like the end of the world to me, as all my routines were swept up & destroyed. I was left in an unfamiliar & uncomfortable situation working from home, without access to my workouts, massages & holidays. All the solutions that I depended on externally, disappeared. I was left to depend on myself for a solution.
It turned out to be a blessing in disguise.
As my work became more hectic & unpredictable, I started allocating more time to meditate each day. It is the only solution that allowed me to feel detached from the work stress, breathe, and enjoy the much-needed inner peace from within. This formed the backbone of my new routine.
With daily meditation, the benefits gradually spilled over to my time outside of meditation. I became considerably less anxious, stressed & worried at work. Instead of clinging on to what I couldn’t control, I learnt to release the need to control or to delegate the work, as needed. I also learnt to lower my expectations of the work quality & accuracy, by matching it to the client’s needs, instead of striving for perfection.
These days, I try to attend to each matter as mindfully & calmly as I can. Focusing on what I can do at each moment. I try not to worry about the other matters on my plate, as well as the other matters that may possibly arrive. This allows me to feel more neutral & calm throughout the day, instead of experiencing mood swings which drain or deplete my energy.
Masters, would you have any concluding thoughts to share with us?

Dear children, it is useful to spend time to reflect & take stock of everything that you have been through, and how you have grown over the years. Congratulate yourself for all the things done well, support & encourage yourself for all the things that you can do better. We are all a work in-progress. There is nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about, wherever you are at in your soul’s journey. We are all in this journey together. Blessings to All! 🤍
Dear friends, if you would like to receive clarity & healing in your Akashic Records, you may want to consider a General or Themed Akashic Light Reading & Healing Session with me (link below). If it is helpful, feel free to check out my free podcasts on “Demystifying the Akashic Records” (link below). Thank you. 🙏🏻